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Saturday, December 14, 2013

AMATEUR CHANGE

It was afternoon. Plenty of sunshine to adhere upon. Finally he got into a place which he could be adjust to build his dream-flyer aspiration. Never knew where to start but had a deep dug determination to achieve what he admired of!! Life was in a hush at that time, time acted foolishly with him. It was then he had to join any college. Alas!! he landed into a university which he was not satisfied for but enough to make his quench of knowledge to pursue upon. Joining dates ringed into his schedule.

First day was kinda of rough. Considering climate, his mental condition and the plethora he was on that time, he went through it pretty well. Now, entered into a passion full space where even the dragon would not also burn it into ashes life continued in misery. Every new stranger seemed a bit creepy to carry upon. He was confused as to whom he should make his companion because everyone was busy in the materialistic greed, no one had hardly noticed of him. Not that he wasn't talented but the fact he was a bit cosy to take the initial things load into his system.  The sun sucked all energy that was meant to pleasure oneself into the cool atmosphere created by sub-conscious. Nature was trying to sabotage everything good he was willing to live upon. Night seemed to laugh upon him seeing him as lonely ranger who was desolated from the general herd to breed upon. He was like one amiss meteor who when collided only ruined that situation  which he created to survive. A lot of agony, confusion, delusion and hallucination had deeply covered his intense emotion and thoughts. Even God mocked at him , this guy had the worst days to come.

But then mother nature wasn't rude enough to make him suffer. He accidentally met a girl whom he thought might make a good combination to his bitter loneliness. The girl seemed fairly beautiful not as the models or the ones staging on the beauty fair. He was desperate to know more about her but was afraid to go near her because he wasn't prepared for the situation. In a virtual world called facebook he found the girl profile and started all the stuff which he could not eminently do in reality.  Nights would now seem to be long for him, the leaves singing songs for him as he may have gone far away from the real world. He was excited as he thought more about it with the girl together and wanted to go the proximity  of his emotions. The only that was letting get far away from his virtual world was his own reality. Suddenly the pain turned into happiness.

The girl on the other hand was the simplest of all he had ever seen. The deep silence of her raised a monstrous question in the boy's mind Why? Was she shy? Was she afraid... No the answer was buried in her bosom. Only she what was apt to the situation. Stars leaned down to kiss him and the moon was now spreading a roof like blanket to protect him. It seemed reasonably fair after all the sufferings he had received from the nature and the precinct he was presiding upon.

It was the most beautiful days in his life. But he always felt that, he is gonna miss it soon or later. And he knew that, he never find a girl like her again for his life time. She was the perfect one for him in every way. But he couldn’t tell her that, though he liked her so much. He always kept that within his heart as a secret. He never wanted to expose his love to her. He always tried to pretend He is just a friend of her. But As Always, he wanted to be with her and he liked her. He never  knew, she also may have wanted the same. But she always tried to refrain and pretend with him. He believed they both played the same game.

He was able to find her in the restaurant which is attached to the ground near the college premise. She was alone and having a drink while sitting on a stool. Still she is gorgeous. He couldn’t stay without glance at her since he saw her. Perhaps she may saw him.  She looks pretty same as in his virtual world. Her shoulders were exposed widely for the salwar Kameez that she wore.  He could see her smile since she kept smiling with her legs on that high stool’s spindle. He thought to himself, if he could talk to her right there. But he couldn’t move himself. He was stuck. She talked with few friends and smiled. Only thing he did was looking at her for the whole time. Still he got a thing which soothes her much from store nearby the alley. He had inquired and discovered the fact from her friends. He didn’t count the time since he saw her. Suddenly... She was about for leaving, and gave some hugs to her friends. She went outside and got disappeared he followed her like her shadow. After a  year He is now going through this little alley again. 

Warm breeze was blowing with jasmine against him since he let opened his mindful of thoughts electrifying good memories.
Her smile was what had stolen his heart. Her lips moving as water flowing soothing in a desert. Her eyes were like a showing a navigation path to eternal happiness. A lot of positive energy emerged whenever he was near to her. The fragrance of her made him mad just like the metal guitarist who play their concert being high. Wish those Days could come by!! He wished to float there in her arms regardless the world thinks about him. The chubby cheeks made him pretty desperate to kiss her , made  his intimidate partner. Once in a lifetime you achieve this magical moment and he knew then that he was in  Love man....!!!!


And this was again a dream........  Dream? Huh!!!!!

One should love with sentiments, and vote with logic.