AMATEUR CHANGE

It was afternoon. Plenty of sunshine to adhere upon. Finally he got into a place which he could be adjust to build his dream-flyer aspiration. Never knew where to start but had a deep dug determination to achieve what he admired of!! Life was in a hush at that time, time acted foolishly with him. It was then he had to join any college. Alas!! he landed into a university which he was not satisfied for but enough to make his quench of knowledge to pursue upon. Joining dates ringed into his schedule.

First day was kinda of rough. Considering climate, his mental condition and the plethora he was on that time, he went through it pretty well. Now, entered into a passion full space where even the dragon would not also burn it into ashes life continued in misery. Every new stranger seemed a bit creepy to carry upon. He was confused as to whom he should make his companion because everyone was busy in the materialistic greed, no one had hardly noticed of him. Not that he wasn't talented but the fact he was a bit cosy to take the initial things load into his system.  The sun sucked all energy that was meant to pleasure oneself into the cool atmosphere created by sub-conscious. Nature was trying to sabotage everything good he was willing to live upon. Night seemed to laugh upon him seeing him as lonely ranger who was desolated from the general herd to breed upon. He was like one amiss meteor who when collided only ruined that situation  which he created to survive. A lot of agony, confusion, delusion and hallucination had deeply covered his intense emotion and thoughts. Even God mocked at him , this guy had the worst days to come.

But then mother nature wasn't rude enough to make him suffer. He accidentally met a girl whom he thought might make a good combination to his bitter loneliness. The girl seemed fairly beautiful not as the models or the ones staging on the beauty fair. He was desperate to know more about her but was afraid to go near her because he wasn't prepared for the situation. In a virtual world called facebook he found the girl profile and started all the stuff which he could not eminently do in reality.  Nights would now seem to be long for him, the leaves singing songs for him as he may have gone far away from the real world. He was excited as he thought more about it with the girl together and wanted to go the proximity  of his emotions. The only that was letting get far away from his virtual world was his own reality. Suddenly the pain turned into happiness.

The girl on the other hand was the simplest of all he had ever seen. The deep silence of her raised a monstrous question in the boy's mind Why? Was she shy? Was she afraid... No the answer was buried in her bosom. Only she what was apt to the situation. Stars leaned down to kiss him and the moon was now spreading a roof like blanket to protect him. It seemed reasonably fair after all the sufferings he had received from the nature and the precinct he was presiding upon.

It was the most beautiful days in his life. But he always felt that, he is gonna miss it soon or later. And he knew that, he never find a girl like her again for his life time. She was the perfect one for him in every way. But he couldn’t tell her that, though he liked her so much. He always kept that within his heart as a secret. He never wanted to expose his love to her. He always tried to pretend He is just a friend of her. But As Always, he wanted to be with her and he liked her. He never  knew, she also may have wanted the same. But she always tried to refrain and pretend with him. He believed they both played the same game.

He was able to find her in the restaurant which is attached to the ground near the college premise. She was alone and having a drink while sitting on a stool. Still she is gorgeous. He couldn’t stay without glance at her since he saw her. Perhaps she may saw him.  She looks pretty same as in his virtual world. Her shoulders were exposed widely for the salwar Kameez that she wore.  He could see her smile since she kept smiling with her legs on that high stool’s spindle. He thought to himself, if he could talk to her right there. But he couldn’t move himself. He was stuck. She talked with few friends and smiled. Only thing he did was looking at her for the whole time. Still he got a thing which soothes her much from store nearby the alley. He had inquired and discovered the fact from her friends. He didn’t count the time since he saw her. Suddenly... She was about for leaving, and gave some hugs to her friends. She went outside and got disappeared he followed her like her shadow. After a  year He is now going through this little alley again. 

Warm breeze was blowing with jasmine against him since he let opened his mindful of thoughts electrifying good memories.

Her smile was what had stolen his heart. Her lips moving as water flowing soothing in a desert. Her eyes were like a showing a navigation path to eternal happiness. A lot of positive energy emerged whenever he was near to her. The fragrance of her made him mad just like the metal guitarist who play their concert being high. Wish those Days could come by!! He wished to float there in her arms regardless the world thinks about him. The chubby cheeks made him pretty desperate to kiss her , made  his intimidate partner. Once in a lifetime you achieve this magical moment and he knew then that he was in  Love man....!!!!

And this was again a dream........  Dream? Huh!!!!!

One should love with sentiments, and vote with logic.

WEIRDO

Ever tried to imagine why are you always been surrounded with a ecstatic bizarre feeling? May be the answer lies within yourselves!. You often come across  a ocean of questions as to why has the nature played games with you? Filled with an intricate cup full of ideas, a man had conquered what might possibly be a peak sneaking around the pole star.

On the other hand nature acting as lovable mother personifies herself into a self-portrait which is ever-adorable.

Life starts daily with an energetic sunrise but toils us enough that we soon forget how hectic the day had gone by. Your thoughts run around your shitty brain all day like a mad dog runs by the alley.

In the land of the thought-eaters, time plays tricks on you. One day you're dreaming. The next, your dream has become your reality. It was the best of times, If only someone had told me. Mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned.

I don't know how I got here. But here I am, rotting away in the creepy Bhubaneswar cold. There are things I need to figure out, for my sake, at least. The clock is ticking. The gap is widening. Time  won't always love me ,no matter what. Winter is coming Fellas!!!

The creepy atmosphere lurks deep beneath the peace of mind. The silenced time, indigenous routine and the metanoia makes us lethargic to compel ourselves to our daily duties.

Camouflage is  nature's craftiest trick. The world had it 's needs, you just need to procure all your shit together to make up your own day.

Man has always been drawn into the sea. But it is an unnatural setting for us. A place of great danger. Tides, currents, waves, wind... Each presenting their own hazards. None of which can be ignored. The slightest lapse of judgment can be a mistake you might never recover from. But a good sailor doesn't fight against these elements.

A good sailor works with them, using them to his advantage. While others less fortunate might be forever cast adrift, often in several pieces. He always comes home safely.

It is those times where mind battles with your heart. Procrastination is at  the peak. Exams are nearing but the hint of fear is never engulfing our mood!!!!! 

In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.

THE MYSTIC POST- TRAUMA

Fortunately I have never been into this situation. But hypothetically it may be the situation if someone drafts into this shit. So here is his experience narrated:--


There was a time when I used to glare at you. You were impervious of all beauties  I had ever found. I was unable to express myself, I was still as a photo frame. A time arose when I collected all my guts to propose you all my internal feelings. It was like a self conflict battle, the fight you may never know.

"Time is a mere bitch considering itself lucky to deceit us."

Days passed by and my intriguing interests lessened for you. But still my heart mourns for you. You were like an eternal soul to me, the thing which I can't tear apart from within myself. Love is something I can't define in words. It is purely deepened with all emotions, care ,hatred, anger and all forms that would make my day ultimately blissful.

I always had a wish to have a companion with whom I could share my daily experiences, grief's and all that I ever wanted to. You never know when you are alone in this world. The emotional turmoil within you may set into a volcanic up rise anytime. The ever-powering emancipation of my feelings made me addicted to you. I was like a moron after you left me. But why? Did I hurt you ,but no simply because I was not cool as others. Huh! But could anyone love you like me? Did you ever think that how could I survive without you.

It hardly mattered to you because you always needed to find a boy who had additional features than the previous. you didn't care for others, it was your instinct. Indeed I was hurt when you refused me. The Falling really ruined my moment. Pertaining to the present situation I soon realized that I was a no match for you.

I deserved something which would accompany me into the world called as happiness. Someone who would desire to be an astronaut would have also feared to lose his/her life in the pursuit of achieving what would begin turn a miracle for him alone. Days passed, sun rose and nature too arose stubborn towards it's own desire. The brief hustle of leaves, the reluctance of the breeze to kiss the sweet flesh and the ever growing aroma of her made me aphrodisiac.

The fountain of love is what all I wanted. In the cold creepy silenced night ,you would make me feel comfortable with my state of disruption and the tormenting thoughts.

But all the end it all gone into vain! The dream I was thinking about had been shattered like pieces of glass each of which hurting my inner conscience. I know , I could have done better but was I not up to your standards?

P.S.:- The state of the article is purely coincidental and fictitious. Not  me!! but may be some forever alone Guy!!

"It is difficult to forget someone who could be your's and changed your life but it is even more difficult to forget someone who was never yours But changed your life"....

The Precinctive Knowledge

I have the urge to pursue my search
Which would indeed make my Day full of lust.
The wish to overpower my own sense impairs
Of what obscure knowledge I ever Had?

                               Vision foreseeing was an insight within me
                               That always made my day full of dreams.
                               That very I decided to spare myself to thee
                               But ultimately made myself surrender to books of bee.!

                                         

To achieve this we must learn
God's judgement of righteousness
so to the divine throne we come
for our minds God would bless!!

                    Having received this knowledge from God
                    we must daily keep this truth in hold
                    so to give praise with enlightenment
                    but making sure our hearts not cold.

The End is not always what it seems
You are the one who is destined to your own Dream,
The Ocean Of knowledge Holds its meticulous grip
Within the deep shall it consists the shadow of flip.

                           One must survive the tests to pass
                           Because hard work always ever-last
                           Super siding your thoughts makes a man's dream
                           Caring himself would what he should Always Mean.....

After all the knowledge is what to spare 
Because it is the end that sometimes is not too fair
Time left is what you see
But you should always mean to see at what would you  really flee?

                             

BALLAD OF LIFE

Deep in the heart there lies a query
How can my life make me so awry?
Pain and agony super sides my thoughts
Because I am the one who has destined my own path.

Life rolls about a moment that you seek
That very moment also makes you lot to think
Heart sails too full of emotions
May the floods caused me to be cautioned.

Life may be hard,and life may be cruel,
But people beware,because your no fool.
You make hard decisions, and have many fights,
You make few wrongs, but you make more to your right.

Days pass by and here comes the aphrodisiac night
Lumineering the paranoid moon by its beauty
My heart mourns, seeking to desire it's attire
But I am perplexed with the turmoil of my emotions.

There are only a handful of people
That you'll meet in life
That truly touch your heart
And make you glad you’re alive
They've got a special presence
When they walk into a room
It's a kind of situation that you never know.

Like a mundane my life passes by,
I wish there could be someone who could entertain by a high-five,
Misconstruing the elegant opportunity I detested
Of what it could have been so tested.

                     
At last I may not have been an elegant poet,but to the fact i tried. It is my first attempt in writing such a piece of work.
I wish I could come up to certain expectations. Thanks for reading ........

FAITH

Faith always grows up with every positive arena of true sunshine.

   "Faith is the key Element For repairing damaged lives"......

"Faith"! A five letter word does makes a lot of weight age."You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep Re-reading the last one." Something life repents when you find yourself caught in the dreamy treacherous mud.

From cradle till death faith is essential to every human being as to how he can face each situation in his/her life and tackle it. Self-Confidence makes a part of faith upon yourself. Today at the 21st century era, every teenager feels escalated with the trending fashion and the changing culture. I am really intrigued to see a lot of people of my age combining themselves into a couple and promises made to each other that they would never be apart like tree and soil.

I have,  most of the time in my life been deceived by many a circumstances .The after effect delusion was too harsh. It had been a story which has a damn influence on my present scenario. Every day when I wake up in the morning it feels like a creepy ,awkward and weird situation as to how my day would pass on.

Like a Game of chess, I certainly had been used as a pawn to complete all the tasks that doesn't entertain me. Although I felt really bad about it, but my companionship really made to my interests. The main scenic beauty about all this is how you get defeated by the emotional turmoil erupting within self -conscience.

Everyone in this  world trust someone or the other. It may be your companion, parents , wife, girlfriend or the very person that really suits to your intriguing interests. But how it may feel when the very person who intend to give up everything back-stabs you.

One of the historic events, I would like to make it into limelight. You all might have heard about Julius Caesar. He was one of the mightiest king in the medieval Roman empire. Everyone used to fear him because of his power and his ever growing popularity. So a group of conspirators arose against him to assassin him. Faith was what killed him. He trusted Brutus than any person he ever knew. Pertaining to the fact, Brutus used this faith as a weapon to entertain his cause. Ultimately Caesar paid off for his price. He lost his valuable life just because his best pal back stabbed him.

It happens in daily scenario that is worth note taking. With the entry of politics, the crooked politicians have made this weapon as their Armour  Starting from the MLA to the members of Parliament , all make fake promises just to assure that their seats remain reserved and they could rule and suck the God-Damn money that the poor peasants give away as taxes.

It sucks ,really sucks when it happens to you the either way. At that situation, You feel numb, alone deserted and made lonely in a remote island. The agony , the pain, and the escalated unhappiness sometimes lead you to an ultimately black hole situation where all it sucks is your smile, Happiness and eventually kick you into hell like depression. To overcome that very point in your life you definitely need to resurrect your behavior regarding daily life and all upcoming events. Life doesn't stop , it passes like never before. Just as time is master of itself, in the same way life could be mastered by you yourself and should not be obsessed with yourself , try to help others reach their point of happiness where they could no longer seek any other's help in any situation. Even you don't trust yourself, you should not try to break the trust that they constructed upon you.

One should how to entertain yourself,  because in the end you die alone . "You came alone and should go the same way." Just assure that the very person with whom you trust the most is fit for your job. It is you who should bear all the consequences henceforth.

You may be in oblivion but try to persist that temptation and make an elite group or an individual with whom you can sail all your abysmal times just as a perfect navigator perceives and directs safely the crews to their destination without causing any discomfort. The precinct of happiness is unlimited and anyone in the world can snitch away from you. So better make it a treasure you should persist and protect upon.

To break a thing is hell lot easier than to reconstruct the whole thing again from the remnants or the debris. One cannot be easily a cold phoenix. Many leaves, one tree. "We are all individuals but we are still connected." Faith makes It all...........

At the end of all , It is you who survives.....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-QJYS9Vg7c

    

OMINOUS PROHIBITION

The Word Prohibition owes its genesis from the word "prohibit" which means ban. In this case it is to ban the use of intoxicant beverages by the rule of Law. It is a known fact that addiction to Rum, Vodka or Liquor has led many a family ruins, while at the same time it's impossible on its citizens is seen, as an infringement of their fundamental rights. It is indeed a serious question of moral ethics that the state governments of various states are trying to address.

Imposition of Prohibition is desirable ,as it comes as a savior to many a family which were on their way to ruins. It has been observed that the people who are not well off like in a sober mood , depression, Bad fate but largely it is addicted among the Labour class as they easily fell prey to the addiction. What normally starts as a minor flirtation, for overcoming  weariness or frustration gradually becomes a habit. Nowadays Young Adults become prone to this addiction. They spend huge part of their pocket money lavishly upon this intoxicant . It not only ruins their system but often turn out to be a nuisance. The country has witnessed a lot of hearings of the drunken drivers , people causing numerous accidents to the general class of people or the society. People feel this "COOL" or a source to show that their life is too far better than others. Some think Doing this would take them to a entire different world where they can be alone intoxicated and unconscious. However , not all people become drunkards. People drink for enjoyment, for overcoming loss or bad fate and for some it is a matter of "Aping the Jones". Alcoholic drinks have also been known to be  good for health, if taken within the limits as confirmed by the medical experts. It is also known to provide relief to people staying in cold climatic conditions. Enforcement of direct Prohibition is also an undue interference by the state in the private life of an individual. It is in fact on his fundamental rights to live freely or to choose freely.     

Notwithstanding the above, there are many advantages which can be attributed to enforcing prohibition. Not only does it safeguard the lives of common man , but we can save numerous lives which are sniffled out due to reckless driving of cars and motor vehicles, under the influence of liquor. It is also known to have a corrupting influence on the youth and gives rise to complicated social problems that we can do without.

However , enforcing prohibition is easier said than done. It gives rise to plethora of other problems like bootlegging and trafficking in illicit liquor. While the former provides encouragement to anti-social elements and makes mockery of the law, the latter gives rise to parallel-uncontrolled society. This is far more dangerous because these breweries contain harmful chemicals sometimes poisons which affect our body maintenance and thus ultimately lead us to serious damage sometimes death.

People of our age generally think that consuming alcohol would ultimately make them more like a cool buddy in the eyes of commoner's. Some think that living a long life is a burden and consume in large quantities so that they could end up life soon. Some drink because of results or love failure. While most of them drink for partying or pertaining to enjoy the life. Many of us who never touch the liquor start to consume just to satisfy our peer needs. The person who were just irritated with the smell of alcohol start themselves finding this part an adventure that would be a glorious one indeed.

It is of paramount importance that the public should be educated on the evils of excessive drinking . After having suitably educated the public, it should be left to the discretion of the individual who should know what is best for him.

Something that may be too mainstream.....

Anyway, no drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the source of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs, we should test them for stupidity, ignorance, greed and love of power.

My rule of life prescribed as an absolutely sacred rite smoking cigars and also the drinking of alcohol before, after and if need be during all meals and in the intervals between them.

My peers, lately, have found companionship through means of intoxication - it makes them sociable. I, however, cannot force myself to use drugs to cheat on my loneliness - it is all that I have - and when the drugs and alcohol dissipate, will be all that my peers have as well.

At Last I study at a place of ultimate divine where all sorts of practices usually occur. Friends often have themselves place themselves in a situation where they feel  so high that even Mt.Everest would feel low.

I basically study at KIIT University which is considered to be finest universities in India but arrangements have always made by my friends and me to make it a divine place. Even METH is sucker.

Artificial Love

For those girls who says "ALL MEN ARE THE SAME"
Have you met all the guys in the
world?
No You Haven't There are guys out
there, who care about you, are
madly  in love with you, will treat you  right, but you're too pushing them into "FRIEND ZONE". And when that one guy screws you over, you either blame love,or either you start believing that all guys are jerks. They're not. Love doesn't walk away, people do. And so what if one jerk broke your heart, I "PROMISE" you that not every single guy will. Open your eyes,and realize that there are guys who want you but don't
go after you before you're too busy chasing the bad boys.Or you expect to fall in love that way they do in
movies. Where it's love at first sight, or where the guy throws rose petals every where his girlfriend steps. That's not reality.He can't think about you 24/7, he can't open every door for you, hold your bag all the time, text you goodnight and good morning every day, he's not going to be perfect. And if you expect him to be perfect, then it's you who is not ready to be in a relationship.

So before you go on and say,"all guys are the same"just remember, that many people in the future will break
your heart too but one day you'll find the guy who was worth all those heartbreaks. The guy who will treat
you right, he might not throw rose petals everywhere you step, but he'll hold your hand and be by your side
through the hardest times.. It is not that what you see around becomes and turn into damn reality.

At last you must admire the persons who always want to help you in any bad moment you are on it.It is you who should make a ultimate choice.But never reprimand your decision because you are the master of ur own fate.BE SURE, PERFECT AND CONFIDENT to what you want !!!!

Life is too short to wait,
but not if its for you...
Loving is hurting,
but not if it is to you...
Silence is irritating,
but not from you...
Longing is tiring,
but not if its for you...
Killing me is a crime,
but not if it is you...
Ignore me, irritate me,
frustrate me, manipulate me,
kick me, kill me,
But I shall keep waiting cos' its still me.

This Post made me think a lot before I could add.It is my first post.
Thanks for Reading it............