The Wreckless Boy

Your chuckles, your smile, attire, elegance, beautiness and most important sexiness is what lures me towards you. I am so lucky to have ever find you. Time would pass by and may the love between us ripe like a tender fruit which would taste sweet. May god had created a way to inculcate a mixture of holiness between us. You are so amazing right from the day one my dear. I could hardly take out a blink out of you. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. If I could ask God one thing, it would be to stop the moon. Stop the moon and make this night and your beauty last forever.  I suspect you haven`t even realized that there is someone who looks at you in a different way and whose heart beats faster every time you are near. Much as I try to be discreet, I can sometimes be too obvious for you. Would you be with me ??

This was the note that he had written for her. But timely enough, his feelings were murdered. Agonizing with his situation below is a narration of what he was going through.

She was there making the winds alike, Like  an apple pie her fragrance  was intoxicating causing insomnia in him. Whole nights he was like under the sky with a blanket of huge comfort. Heart was racing along with the thoughts, causing an immense stroke. This stroke was irresistible making it uncomfortable, but thinking about her let go all the pain that subside. His teeth was clattering with the fear that she would go, a feeling which he never had made a point. Life was starting to cease with everything in freeze. The bitter cold was agonizing the rich wounds which was manufactured by those sleepless nights. All he could  do was talking  to the tree describing his situation along with the pain.

Everything starts with a dream and ends with bitter cream with no layer to it. Everyone finds sugar coating among others, but there was a point where the sugar was above the reach. She had made an impact that remained in his heart, but all he could do is wait till she ever lasts. Time plays a game with that boy who himself couldn't let things go by. She destroyed the house of cards he designed causing a foot on his tender heart  which was tempting to be in care. He had thoughts about her hidden in a pot, where the pot resembled to his shallow pit inside the mouth. Everything was shattered in a matter of time, the girl had no design whatsoever about the condition of the boy. Society saw him as a loser but he was building himself for something bigger. He was  "THE DARK KNIGHT" , the armour being one of it 's own kind.

  "You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain"

From that day the hero died, the murderer being the girl. Since then there arose a Villain from the ashes of the hero as a deadly Phoenix.  He is now the silent guardian, a watchful protector from the worldly ties. Nothing else mattered leaving him the most dangerous man on the earth.

 It’s not who we are underneath, but what we do that defines us.

Natural Love (Part-2)

This is a continuation of first part which I wrote recently. Please refer my previous link.

Where there are angels, demons arise for sure. Everyone is covered with a thick belief of perfect life that their demons are underlined beneath their bosoms. It was going perfect on the right track. Stars were lined in such a way that it made a comfortable cushion for the underlying love revolving among the arena. The whole horizon was falling short for the love to be made. Everyone are shy in expressing their love. Clouds were battling against themselves to seek the attention of Moon. Seeing all these tiny mishaps, Moon smiled cautiously making things soothing for baffling clouds.

I guess ,"We don't care for the people who are in love with us" instead run after them who wish to run away from us. It is natural because we are not the spotlight for them. Attraction is a complete distraction from ourselves, we forget who we are , but that is what LOVE is !!!!

All were trying to impress and get a kiss from Moon but it had something else in mind.There was one thing that didn't gave a fuck what Moon did. Well you may have guessed it right. It is the "EARTH". It was just doing it's  job rotating as the time demanded. Moon had some powers that it could use to seek the attention of earth. Using those was against natural laws. The inmates of Earth were excited to see how the things would end up in the course of time. Here is what was going on.

The clouds were in love with the Moon, but Moon was attracted to Earth. It often happens in between humans. You love a girl, give your 100% and you get a thumbs down cause she would be with you but timely,  go for the guy she find more lucrative. Girls are great but some are just gone , deep gone with their wit that we often fall into the pits that hurts a lot. When a man tries to recover from it, it is then too late. Interesting isn't it? Love is purely blind. Even the blind knows the language, it fills colors with their way beyond imaginations that he/she would describe as heaven.

The laws of nature didn't allow Moon and earth to bind among themselves. There would be many obstacles in between. Alas!! someone had found pure passion within her inner spirit. Nature was setting an example for everyone who ever existed one earth. This kind was the best in it's own kind. Attempts were made to impress Earth. The clouds were accepting their defeat. Everyone was trying something.Consecutive events lead to an utter chaos. Galaxy was smiling including the head of solar system, "The Sun". Everything were at high stakes....

To be continued.......  

Hope you liked this mini series, the end is much more exciting....

Natural Love (Part-1)

"Life the gift of nature, Love the gift of life, A Kiss a gift of love." 

Sky was red-lined. Aurora was developing in the minds of the people. Most of us would die to see such spectacular event. Winds were mumbling their own tales of glory. River emerged from the deep visioned mountains as a baby released from its mother's womb. Mountains stood as high they could be, far from the vision of common people. Only the cloud could kiss the mighty giant. Lands were fertile, developing healthy babies that we ultimately consumed. No one is afraid to die? Isn't it!! Well, the plants also had a living. Having a hectic schedule, they could only possibly think about the aftermath of those future consequences. Clouds danced with the sky making an arena for romance.

Soon it was accompanied by the moon and the tiny little creatures which we categorize as stars. Whole human race saw that day what had happened. It was the first time moon had kissed the entire sky. Scenario was invincible, way beyond the words. I guess man would have never loved his woman with that passion. Goosebumps arose among the elements of the nature. Everything is bonded with utter love with a cast of sensible relation covered to it. Not all of us are lucky to achieve it. Many would be jealous to see how one can care, love a being of the opposite caste, guess it is very hard to find. Some may be ditched with time. Time is a cruel bitch. Anyways the entire night, moon was in its full form making love that no one had ever seen. People on earth thought that Goddess Venus had just captured moon. That passion, intricate care, meticulous laugh and the seducing air , all were combined in a proper combination.

Air cried happily around singing about love. After all , it was after very long time nature was relaxing in its bed. Everyone was stunned seeing the entire scenario. Tress withered their leaves, made new ones with that love song. Aroma of love was mixed like it was a gas tragedy. Well it was for a good cause. Timing was impeccable , season was apt to the given emotion that was distributed among the moon and the sky.

Night was becoming more intoxicated than it had ever been. Attempts were made by the people not to go into that high state where you only saw pure love blossoming among the seeds bowed in the hearts. Even alcohol and weed were futile in their work. Mind was working slow seeing the amazing nature playing with itself. It could not have been any much better, just charmed it's way out. Hearts sank consuming those love bullets that rode among many haters of nature. It was time for the people to change their vision towards a pure feeling that just dazzled the sense organs out of their league. The pure feeling which we define "LOVE".

To be continued......

AMATEUR CHANGE

It was afternoon. Plenty of sunshine to adhere upon. Finally he got into a place which he could be adjust to build his dream-flyer aspiration. Never knew where to start but had a deep dug determination to achieve what he admired of!! Life was in a hush at that time, time acted foolishly with him. It was then he had to join any college. Alas!! he landed into a university which he was not satisfied for but enough to make his quench of knowledge to pursue upon. Joining dates ringed into his schedule.

First day was kinda of rough. Considering climate, his mental condition and the plethora he was on that time, he went through it pretty well. Now, entered into a passion full space where even the dragon would not also burn it into ashes life continued in misery. Every new stranger seemed a bit creepy to carry upon. He was confused as to whom he should make his companion because everyone was busy in the materialistic greed, no one had hardly noticed of him. Not that he wasn't talented but the fact he was a bit cosy to take the initial things load into his system.  The sun sucked all energy that was meant to pleasure oneself into the cool atmosphere created by sub-conscious. Nature was trying to sabotage everything good he was willing to live upon. Night seemed to laugh upon him seeing him as lonely ranger who was desolated from the general herd to breed upon. He was like one amiss meteor who when collided only ruined that situation  which he created to survive. A lot of agony, confusion, delusion and hallucination had deeply covered his intense emotion and thoughts. Even God mocked at him , this guy had the worst days to come.

But then mother nature wasn't rude enough to make him suffer. He accidentally met a girl whom he thought might make a good combination to his bitter loneliness. The girl seemed fairly beautiful not as the models or the ones staging on the beauty fair. He was desperate to know more about her but was afraid to go near her because he wasn't prepared for the situation. In a virtual world called facebook he found the girl profile and started all the stuff which he could not eminently do in reality.  Nights would now seem to be long for him, the leaves singing songs for him as he may have gone far away from the real world. He was excited as he thought more about it with the girl together and wanted to go the proximity  of his emotions. The only that was letting get far away from his virtual world was his own reality. Suddenly the pain turned into happiness.

The girl on the other hand was the simplest of all he had ever seen. The deep silence of her raised a monstrous question in the boy's mind Why? Was she shy? Was she afraid... No the answer was buried in her bosom. Only she what was apt to the situation. Stars leaned down to kiss him and the moon was now spreading a roof like blanket to protect him. It seemed reasonably fair after all the sufferings he had received from the nature and the precinct he was presiding upon.

It was the most beautiful days in his life. But he always felt that, he is gonna miss it soon or later. And he knew that, he never find a girl like her again for his life time. She was the perfect one for him in every way. But he couldn’t tell her that, though he liked her so much. He always kept that within his heart as a secret. He never wanted to expose his love to her. He always tried to pretend He is just a friend of her. But As Always, he wanted to be with her and he liked her. He never  knew, she also may have wanted the same. But she always tried to refrain and pretend with him. He believed they both played the same game.

He was able to find her in the restaurant which is attached to the ground near the college premise. She was alone and having a drink while sitting on a stool. Still she is gorgeous. He couldn’t stay without glance at her since he saw her. Perhaps she may saw him.  She looks pretty same as in his virtual world. Her shoulders were exposed widely for the salwar Kameez that she wore.  He could see her smile since she kept smiling with her legs on that high stool’s spindle. He thought to himself, if he could talk to her right there. But he couldn’t move himself. He was stuck. She talked with few friends and smiled. Only thing he did was looking at her for the whole time. Still he got a thing which soothes her much from store nearby the alley. He had inquired and discovered the fact from her friends. He didn’t count the time since he saw her. Suddenly... She was about for leaving, and gave some hugs to her friends. She went outside and got disappeared he followed her like her shadow. After a  year He is now going through this little alley again. 

Warm breeze was blowing with jasmine against him since he let opened his mindful of thoughts electrifying good memories.

Her smile was what had stolen his heart. Her lips moving as water flowing soothing in a desert. Her eyes were like a showing a navigation path to eternal happiness. A lot of positive energy emerged whenever he was near to her. The fragrance of her made him mad just like the metal guitarist who play their concert being high. Wish those Days could come by!! He wished to float there in her arms regardless the world thinks about him. The chubby cheeks made him pretty desperate to kiss her , made  his intimidate partner. Once in a lifetime you achieve this magical moment and he knew then that he was in  Love man....!!!!

And this was again a dream........  Dream? Huh!!!!!

One should love with sentiments, and vote with logic.

WEIRDO

Ever tried to imagine why are you always been surrounded with a ecstatic bizarre feeling? May be the answer lies within yourselves!. You often come across  a ocean of questions as to why has the nature played games with you? Filled with an intricate cup full of ideas, a man had conquered what might possibly be a peak sneaking around the pole star.

On the other hand nature acting as lovable mother personifies herself into a self-portrait which is ever-adorable.

Life starts daily with an energetic sunrise but toils us enough that we soon forget how hectic the day had gone by. Your thoughts run around your shitty brain all day like a mad dog runs by the alley.

In the land of the thought-eaters, time plays tricks on you. One day you're dreaming. The next, your dream has become your reality. It was the best of times, If only someone had told me. Mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned.

I don't know how I got here. But here I am, rotting away in the creepy Bhubaneswar cold. There are things I need to figure out, for my sake, at least. The clock is ticking. The gap is widening. Time  won't always love me ,no matter what. Winter is coming Fellas!!!

The creepy atmosphere lurks deep beneath the peace of mind. The silenced time, indigenous routine and the metanoia makes us lethargic to compel ourselves to our daily duties.

Camouflage is  nature's craftiest trick. The world had it 's needs, you just need to procure all your shit together to make up your own day.

Man has always been drawn into the sea. But it is an unnatural setting for us. A place of great danger. Tides, currents, waves, wind... Each presenting their own hazards. None of which can be ignored. The slightest lapse of judgment can be a mistake you might never recover from. But a good sailor doesn't fight against these elements.

A good sailor works with them, using them to his advantage. While others less fortunate might be forever cast adrift, often in several pieces. He always comes home safely.

It is those times where mind battles with your heart. Procrastination is at  the peak. Exams are nearing but the hint of fear is never engulfing our mood!!!!! 

In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer.

THE MYSTIC POST- TRAUMA

Fortunately I have never been into this situation. But hypothetically it may be the situation if someone drafts into this shit. So here is his experience narrated:--


There was a time when I used to glare at you. You were impervious of all beauties  I had ever found. I was unable to express myself, I was still as a photo frame. A time arose when I collected all my guts to propose you all my internal feelings. It was like a self conflict battle, the fight you may never know.

"Time is a mere bitch considering itself lucky to deceit us."

Days passed by and my intriguing interests lessened for you. But still my heart mourns for you. You were like an eternal soul to me, the thing which I can't tear apart from within myself. Love is something I can't define in words. It is purely deepened with all emotions, care ,hatred, anger and all forms that would make my day ultimately blissful.

I always had a wish to have a companion with whom I could share my daily experiences, grief's and all that I ever wanted to. You never know when you are alone in this world. The emotional turmoil within you may set into a volcanic up rise anytime. The ever-powering emancipation of my feelings made me addicted to you. I was like a moron after you left me. But why? Did I hurt you ,but no simply because I was not cool as others. Huh! But could anyone love you like me? Did you ever think that how could I survive without you.

It hardly mattered to you because you always needed to find a boy who had additional features than the previous. you didn't care for others, it was your instinct. Indeed I was hurt when you refused me. The Falling really ruined my moment. Pertaining to the present situation I soon realized that I was a no match for you.

I deserved something which would accompany me into the world called as happiness. Someone who would desire to be an astronaut would have also feared to lose his/her life in the pursuit of achieving what would begin turn a miracle for him alone. Days passed, sun rose and nature too arose stubborn towards it's own desire. The brief hustle of leaves, the reluctance of the breeze to kiss the sweet flesh and the ever growing aroma of her made me aphrodisiac.

The fountain of love is what all I wanted. In the cold creepy silenced night ,you would make me feel comfortable with my state of disruption and the tormenting thoughts.

But all the end it all gone into vain! The dream I was thinking about had been shattered like pieces of glass each of which hurting my inner conscience. I know , I could have done better but was I not up to your standards?

P.S.:- The state of the article is purely coincidental and fictitious. Not  me!! but may be some forever alone Guy!!

"It is difficult to forget someone who could be your's and changed your life but it is even more difficult to forget someone who was never yours But changed your life"....

The Precinctive Knowledge

I have the urge to pursue my search
Which would indeed make my Day full of lust.
The wish to overpower my own sense impairs
Of what obscure knowledge I ever Had?

                               Vision foreseeing was an insight within me
                               That always made my day full of dreams.
                               That very I decided to spare myself to thee
                               But ultimately made myself surrender to books of bee.!

                                         

To achieve this we must learn
God's judgement of righteousness
so to the divine throne we come
for our minds God would bless!!

                    Having received this knowledge from God
                    we must daily keep this truth in hold
                    so to give praise with enlightenment
                    but making sure our hearts not cold.

The End is not always what it seems
You are the one who is destined to your own Dream,
The Ocean Of knowledge Holds its meticulous grip
Within the deep shall it consists the shadow of flip.

                           One must survive the tests to pass
                           Because hard work always ever-last
                           Super siding your thoughts makes a man's dream
                           Caring himself would what he should Always Mean.....

After all the knowledge is what to spare 
Because it is the end that sometimes is not too fair
Time left is what you see
But you should always mean to see at what would you  really flee?